sakit2 dahulu... sihat2 kemudian.. hahahaha

hahahha.. hari ni nak cter plak pasal life kat hospital... seronok sebenarnya jikalau dapat mengkaji dan memahami perihal manusia yang bertandang ke hospital.... lagi2 klu ade yang masuk ke dalam wad.. dulu masa aku kecil2, teringin sangat untuk tinggal di wad.. rase macam mendapat perhatian yang baik sangat daripada pihak keluarga mahupun pihak hospital. mane xnya, klu tengok kat tv, hahahha setiap visitor yang datang melawat, mesti bawak flowers, makanan yang sodap2, hadiah yang best2!! dan yang paling terharunya, ade yang sanggup buat origami bentuk burung banyak2 sebagai tanda 'semoga cepat sembuh!~' hehehhe....


tetapi hakikatnya, setelah aku masuk ke hospital.. ya Allah, penderitaan menahan sakit dan mendengar debaran hati nak pergi menjalankan pembedahan tuh... sangat sangat sangat rr memeritkan.. walaupun pada waktu itu aku masih lagi blum sedar tentang hakikat dunia..aku tau, ibuku mesti sedih melihat ku.. setiap hari disamping ku... bila mengenang kembali, besarnya kasih ibuku terhadap diriku!! walaubagaimanapun, aku menggunakan kecomelan ku untuk menceriakan wajah ibuku pada ketika itu...hehehehehe~ tapi mmg btul rr seperti yang digambarkan didalam tv.. aku dapat flowers, makanan sodap2 (almaklum rr... mknn hospital x menyelerakan...) dan hadiah gak~ ntah mane ntah sume2 tu pegi... hahahhahaha....


sekarang, apabila aku kembali semula ke hospital melihat suasana, aku mula tersenyum panjang. baru aku memahami sedikit demi sedikit perangai pesakit kat hospital ni.. hahha.. macam2 yang jadi... ade pesakit yang senang majok, cepat marah, buat2 sakit lagi.... gara2 apa yang die nak, x dapat.. ye rr.. orang yang sakit nie kan banyak pantang.. klu di suruh jangan, hurm, alamatnya muka kte dilumur dengan air liur saja rrr....lagi2 klu bab makan... hurm, klu yang lepas bedah...x leh nak makan benda2 oily.. kne rr yang steamed or baked punya... but u noe, malaysian taste... sume nak fried punya.... haha, teringat masa kecik2.. ibu suoh makan pati ikan haruan.. mak aih... x ske rr bau die... huhuuhuuhuhu


tapi ade gak yang vice versa daripada kenytaan di atas.. patient nie lebih kepada persaan menyayangi, rindu, manja dan memahami keadaan yang sedang dilalui dirinya  dan juga mereka yang menjaganya.. klu xde orang jaga die, mula rrr rasa sedih dan pilu... terkenang kesah dholu-dholu.. klu ade org jaga die plak, rse serba salah... x mahu menyusahkan org tuh.... etcc.. rrr... hahaha... tapi, ade satu pasangan emas nie.. comel jek aku tgk... si suami memimpin isterinya along the way to the lif. knp x bwk wheelchair jek.... hahaha nak romantik2 lah tuh... hahahhaha.... cinta hingga ke hujung nyawa rr katakan....


ok rr... klu nak describe satu2 personaliti pesakit2 nie... aku kene rr wat research psikologi nanti.. hahhahaha

such a feeling coming over me...

hurrmm, it has been years since 2004 teringin sangat nak melancong.. huhuhu last vacation is on a trip to tioman island! seriously it was great! superb! and extraordinary experience... mana x nya... we rode boat together as family.... then went for snorkeling! huhu best gilerz!!!!! then, at night, mkn2 together~ sodap!!! ntah mne ntah all the pics... huhuhu

but last week, hahhaha i did the craziest thing ever happened in my life! huhuhu.. me and dila.. went to tawau for a unforgetable memory ever! syesly best!! but, unsatisfied with only 2 days, 3 nights trip... tiket flght mahal.....huhuhuhuhuhu T_____________T.. xpe rrr, len kali leh p agi... just call iman, then "iman!!! ktowg nak p tawau bleh???" hahahha.. bleyh x iman??..

a'ah.... kat cne, we stayed at iman's house (dla's friend.. cmne knal pon dah x igt...).. nme rumah tu.. "astana idaman" (his brother named it.. if i'm not mistaken rr..) at kunak.. his family was very kind and very welcoming us~ hee.. mne x nye, as we arrived jek.. makanan were already served.. very delicious! marvelous! tp x dpt nak mkn byk.. cause it was late at night and we were really not in the mood to eat a lot...

the next day, in the morning, we woke up at 5 am kot! subuh tym tuh!!! awal seyh... si dla can't even sleep well as she was very excited to wait for tomorrow's trip... then, at 8, we went to the real iman parent's house... just by the bay.. his father was a fisherman... best giler kot.. it was my first experience being at kampung nelayan yang atas air punye~ hehehhehe... after that, we went to madai.... tengok waterfall!!! nek hanging bridge!!! hahahhahahahah peluk pokok bosar gilerrr!! cantik saannnggaaatt tempat tuh... just miss the time when i went for a camp and jungle trekking.. huhuhuhuh.. pas p jek tempat tuh... p semporna!! lme gile amek masa to go there... hurmmm quite beautiful scenery and very peaceful... tp ade pokok oilpalm rrr.. kat semenanjung slalu jumpe... masa p x tdo.. but time balik jek... tetido...iman n dla just laughing at me... huhu

p semporna kan... cantik gilerz kot laut die..(kat ctu xde beach..) very very very clear!.. clean gak... have u watch duyong yet?? yang maya karin and saiful apek berlakon tuh...... haaa we went to the film site.. sonox! subhanAllah... very pretty! magnificent! feeling like i'm not in malaysia anymore... hahah... very very very blue~ then, balik.... sampai kunak jek..makan ayam panggang.. kind a popular food over there... iman said, die slalu blnje kwn2 die from semenanjung...hehe... mlm2.. duk umah tgk muvi.. dla tgk doraemon.. hahahha

as for tomorrownyew... lastly we went to tawau... haha finally.. jalan2 jugak ke tawau..a very big city but not very bandar like kuala lumpur rr... plus minus like hurm... melaka kot...kat tawau... jalan2 sket jek... first, we went to MRSM Tawau!! hahah.... give us back memories about MRSM.. huhu bile nak balik jasin nie.. we went there to pick up wina.... hehehhe.. then, poi to hutan rimba tawau kot.... hahaha best for camping, riadah and also for hiking... kat ctu ade hot spring, waterfall, bird's park.. etc... sungai die sangat sangat sangat menarik! huhu nak mandi!!!!!!!! best gile kot klu dapat mandi ctu...but, we don't have shirts anymore to wear.. huhuhu... then, p tawau blik..makan pizza hut~ dla's treat.. yeah! a'ah larh... fyi, hahaha sepanjang our trip, we just had seen only one traffic light.. haha... to much roundabout rrr... nek pening seyh tgk roundabout banyak sangat... huhuhu

then nek flight at 10 pm... at tawau airport.. arrived 2 hours and 45 minutes later at LCCT.. hahaha...cute plane die... very colourful!! hahahha....

i hope one day nnti, i can have a visit to tawau again.... tp lagi best if i can around to the whole sabah~ hahaha.. giler...... nak snorkeling... plus nak p sipadan island too~ weee~

bakti siswa

 
hahahha.... nampak jek post from k.anna, k.sa... and  also qla makes me wanna write sumting also about bakti siswa from my own experiences... haha very different from others peserta.. hahaha..
well.. some info about this programme.. hurm.. actually, we the JKM KTF were organizing the khidmat masyarakat programme and also adopted family... it's have been a month since the programme have been held at Chenor, Temerloh, Pahang... the village we living is called as Kampung Huma Luas.. very peaceful and villagy~ eventhough there are lots of rumah batu, but i'm glad that i can feel the villagy style as i got Mr. Yazid's family as my adopted family together with zati.. from 4th june till 6th june.. yeah~

hahha.. very much in love as i'm living in tok ayoh and tok mok house.. rumah kayu~ wee....sejuk sangat.. that time, their son is living together.. my adopted brother is abg yusri aka abg yus aka abg yie... hahahhahahha banyakkan namanyew... xtaw nak panggil per.. my adopted sister aka peserta gak... is zati... very cute and lovable~ heeee

 

okay...during gerak kerja... it was really miserable.. i got the position as timbalan pengarah program @ TKO... (timbalan ketua operasi) huhu... sonox! but u know, the responsibility is very big! i got the task to handle the sumbangan from kementerian and also for the transfer technology part... we're doing the rain H2O harvesting system... and the advisor is PM Dr. Rahim.. pengarah IPASA... from civil engineering faculty... kot... ke science faculty....hahaha.. thanx to syafiq ansd kawan2 die gak! hee~ sonox gak time gerak kerja... hahah 1st time men rounders! p batu pahat nek kete ramai2... k.tqa drive...huhuhu very scary....then bbq! karok all da night ja...

as the programme was running... a lot of activities i can't participated on... huhu need to handle the rain h2o harvesting at surau with abg yan, abg mir and also my kind big adopted brother~ i got sore throat.. huhu it's very very painful to speak out... but i just ignored it... if not, the tech can't be transferred properly rrr.. huhuhu.. its really fun to hang out with penduduk kampung... hehehe....

hurm... dun even know what to tell anymore... hahahahhaha 

GREAT MEMORIES... LONG LASTING~ 

ikan paten~ nyummy!